My birthday is on Friday and I'm super excited. I don't know why. Maybe I just love my birthday. I don't care about getting older. I've aged pretty well. So far. And you'd never know I have almost 4 kids by looking at me so who cares about aging?!
The storm has calmed down quite a bit. As it usually does. I wonder how long the calmness will last this time? I need a miracle. I'd like it to last forever. Or I'd like to just find someone else.
I had a creepily emotional day today. Everything made me cry. Silas refused to eat all day. He wouldn't even take a bite of his Malley's chocolate ice cream with marshmallow on top...so I ate it. I think he gets super stressed when I'm stressed. He's so clingy when I'm upset. Poor little guy. I wonder when he'll start talking, but I kind of like that the only two words he can say are, "mama," and "car." I communicate with him so well without words. I know everything he wants by whatever noises he makes. That's all that matters.
It's bedtime.
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